Few days ago, during conversation with my family. I realized and remembered 1 thing which is why I'm like now. What made me like now?Although I'm younger at home, but I don't like to be younger and I always want to be stronger, clever, better than my brothers. There 2 main reasons:- My brothers always blame that they don't know this and don't know that... so at the end I have to do all the things... so that's why I don't really respect them so much... except my 2nd brother because he is different than my eldest and 3rd brothers.
- When I was kid, my mum was a tailor and she needs to take care of 4 of us. So she came out a theory which was "Who complain to her on other then will get whipping for double"... and most of the time my brothers bully me and then I complain to my mum... and of course I got double of whipping... sometimes my brothers not even get whip.
That's why my mum always says me very unpolite to my brothers... because I really don't think that they are qualify to become my older brother. They didn't do what they should do for a younger brother. They always take advantage on me... like they don't know this and that... because they know that I will help them or actually help my mum... Even until now I have to teach them on this and that... they really depends on me too much... especially my 3rd brother...
I'm not complaining here... but this is me... and these were how I become like now.